Saturday 3 October 2020

Sukkot 2020



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We read today in Leviticus 23 ‘you shall live in booths, seven days; all citizens in Israel shall live in booths, in order than future generations may know that I made the Israelite people live in booths when I brought them out of the land of Egypt. I am the Lord your God’

And so, it was that thousands and thousands of years later, far away in Cape Town, my parents enacted this ritual for us where we built and decorated our Sukkah and ate some of our meals there.

It was a radical exercise in imagination so that my brother, sister and I would know what God did for us when we left Egypt. 

Our Sukkah had a view of the Atlantic ocean in front of it, and by day we could see the blue sky through the Schach.  My parents attached bedsheets to a wooden gazebo, and we decorated it with drawings and cards, and we hung fruit from the beams above. It was fun.  My grandparents came for supper and we invited our friends to eat with us too. In old photos, I can see we are wearing jumpers and coats, so it clearly wasn’t peak summer, but October in Cape Town is generally dry and not too cold.

It seems like a very different experience sitting in the Sukkah in the Northern hemisphere. For one thing, it’s often raining this time of the year.

It’s amazing to me that the main mood of Sukkot is halachically mandated as joy.  We’ve just come out of Yom Kippur where we deprive ourselves, do a lot of chest thumping about how much we need to improve our ways; and this is what I usually associate with Jewish moods. Joy, not so much.

But in fact, joy is what is required on Sukkot.

Rambam, or Maimonides, born in 1135 in Córdoba in Southern Spain writes in his great halachic code, the Mishnah Torah: ‘During Sukkot one is obligated to be joyful and of good heart, he, his children, his wife, the members of his household and all who accompany him…

Rambam goes on to say that all of those people should have joy in their own way.

Kol echad keraooy lo.

He gives some examples of what this means. He says the children should get yummy snacks. The woman should be given pretty dresses and jewellery. Men should eat meat and wine. So far, so good.  

But then even Rambam gets all heavy on us again.

He says: “When one eats and drinks, one must also feed the stranger, the orphan, the widow and other unfortunate paupers. But one who locks the doors of his courtyard and eat and drinks with his children and wife but does not feed the poor and the embittered soul—this is not the joy of a mitzvah, but the joy of his belly.”

Although we can have fun and we need not deprive ourselves, joy for us must mean the joy of helping the vulnerable.

So, a generosity of spirit, of hospitality and inclusion is baked into the festival of Sukkot at this stage.

The Zohar takes it to another level. It introduces the concept of inviting seven special ushpizin, the Aramaic word for lodger or guest to your Sukkah. It is another exercise of radical imagination, as these guests are not the demanding and hungry real-life needy people that Rambam mandates.  They are not living gerim, orphans and widows. They are our deceased male ancestors, Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, Moses, Aaron, Joseph and David.

Each of these special guests brings an aspect of divine as the spiritual focus of the seven days of Sukkot. Each day, one of the seven takes a turn to lead the others. For example, on day one, Abraham leads with chesed or lovingkindess, then Isaac leads with Gevurah or power, then we have one for Tifferet for splendour, one for nezach or eternity, one for hod or glory, one for yesod or foundation and the last one, David for malchut or kingship.

We say a long and special prayer for the Ushpizin: ‘Enter exalted Holy guests, enter Holy Patriarchs, to be seated in the shade of exalted faithfulness in the shade of the Holy one Blessed be he’

There’s a footnote under that prayer in my Arts Scroll machzor that says: ‘portions of food that would go to these guests should be distributed among the poor, preferably as guests in one’s own sukkah.’

I knew nothing about this when I grew up in South Africa, but I love the proliferation of Ushpizin.  Many of these collections of dignitaries become posters that you can use to decorate your Sukkah. I’ve seen great Chabad rabbis, Jewish Matriarchs versions and portrayals of International artists co-operatives. They are all fabulous. But none of them would be my choice.

Of course, in real life I can only invite another five people who must be the ger, the orphan, the widow, the needy and one more with an imbittered soul. But in the sukkah of my imagination I can invite whoever I like.  So, this is who I’d like to share a meal with…

My first choice is Maimonides for his Lovingkindness.

My choice for Gevurah is my grandmother who taught me strength through bending.

I choose Mendelsohn for his splendorous piano concertos

For nezach or eternity, I want to invite my entire family many of whom are here today

Representing hod or glory, I would like to invite all of you here, my holy Zoom community.

For yesod or foundation, I’d like to invite my friends from wherever they live now in the world

and the last one, for malchut or kingship I want to invite my rabbis and teachers, past and present.  

In my imaginary sukkah, the sun is shining, and we are eating food that Yotam Ottolenghi cooked

In my imagination, we are all in our own ways, joyful and of good heart.

In my imagination, we are all together.

Shabbat shalom and wishing you a very chag sameach.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

  

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Sunday 2 August 2020

Va-ethannan

I said this aloud yesterday, 02/08/20 on Shabbat Nachamu in real life shul - Assif minyan:


I had a professor at UCL who would do a Talmud shiur once a week. We were studying a section about idol worship. He was not one for musing but one day he mused that he would love to go back in time and see what idol worshippers looked like then.  I thought to myself, well, Professor, you can just look at me now if you want to see an occasional idol worshipper. And I can’t speak for everyone in the class, but I bet you they are occasionally idol worshippers too. We’re not all going round kissing crucifixes and throwing stones at a statue of Merculis, because there are many less visible forms of idol worship available to us.

Speaking personally, it’s very difficult to remember that there is nothing else besides God. Nearly 100% of the time, I walk around feeling separate from the whole, and in my own little head, thinking about my own little experience. I separate myself from the unity of everything that is God by caring more about Israel than I do about most countries in the world. I separate myself by loving my children more than I do all the children in the world. I worry about my own personal future and although I know I shouldn’t, I fret about my past.

I’m willing to bet you do too.

Today we learn the commandment that forbids idol worship.

    It says: ‘You shall not bow down to them and serve them, for I the lord your god is a jealous god visiting the guilt of the parents upon the children upon the third and fourth generation of those who reject me, but showing kindness to the thousandth generation of those who love me and keep my commandments.’

Idolatry is one of the Ten Commandments that we read today, and it’s quite high up on the list.  

For Maimonides, idolatry is particularly problematic.  That’s because he’s all about the transcendent (God above matter) and immanent (god in matter) unity of God. The God he prays to is the Ein Od god. His God is all inclusive of what we experience as the good, the bad and the ugly. I imagine he truly understands the radical statement that we read in today’s parashah in verse 39

 

 

Know this day, and consider it in your heart, that the Lord, He is God in heaven above, and upon the earth beneath: there is nothing else.

The JPS translation for Hasheyvota el levavecha is  Keep in mind.

Or you could say settle it or put it in your heart.

That’s why idol worship is such an issue for Rambam. Because to say there is a separate form of god in any form is to misunderstand the infinite vastness of the project. It’s an either-or proposition. Either God is everything. Or there are  bits of things in our world with god and bits without. If we pray to the idol as god, we are understanding that the non-idol things in the world are not god, which is abhorrent to Maimonides.

Granted Rambam is a genius that knows the Truth with a capital T, so what do the rest of us do? Us that weren’t at Sinai ourselves and aren’t so enlightened as Rambam? 

The Torah today tells us what to do. We must brainwash ourselves and our children of this truth and these instructions, when we stay home and when go out into the world, when we lie down and when we get up, we must bind them a sign on our hand and let them serve as a symbol on our heads etc So that even when we’re not feeling it, we can refer to it.

So that we can do goodness and fairness, even when we’re not feeling the love   

That’s why it says in verse 39: ‘Know this day, and settle it in your heart, that the Lord, He is God in heaven above, and upon the earth beneath: there is nothing else.

It’s the difference between knowing better and doing better. Knowing something is true happens once. Keeping in mind takes a lot of ongoing work.

And if you need some help with the knowing God part, I came across this useful teaching from the sixth Lubavitcher Rebbe Rabbi Yosef Yitchak.  He is wondering about the commandment to love God and he says this:

The commandment to love God lies in the previous verse, “Hear O Israel . . .” The Hebrew word shema (“hear”) also means “comprehend.” The Torah is commanding a person to study, comprehend and reflect upon the oneness of God. Because it is the nature of the mind to rule the heart, such contemplation will inevitably lead to a love of Gd.

If one contemplates deeply and yet is still not excited with a love of Gd, this is only because he has not sufficiently refined and purified himself of the things which stifle his capacity to sense and relate to the divine.

Aside from this, such contemplation by the mind will always result in a feeling of love.

I would like to add though that besides purifying myself of the things that stifle my capacity to sense and relate to god, I also need to give myself a break, to slow down and to accept that I am just human and doing the best I can.  

I can be confident that on the days that I’m not feeling the love, I can still play by the rules.


Saturday 9 May 2020

Emor Dvar Torah

I said this on Zoom Shabbat on 09/05/2020


A month ago, when I noticed that Michael Isaacs was organising a rota to do the leyning (singing from the Torah), I wrote him an email, where I said that I had only leyned once before seven years ago at my daughter’s bat mitzvah. I wrote, ‘Could you give me something to leyn that is short and about a month in the future so that I can have a daily practise of a thing’

But honestly when I volunteered, I never imagined that I wouldn’t be leyning in shul in a familiar place with familiar faces, with all of you, my holy congregation.

And so it was that I sat on my bed for a month, listening to a recording of Claire’s voice on my phone trying to follow along to learn to leyn the words of this week’s Parasha. Parashat Emor.  I was given chamishi to do because it is short and because it has many familiar words. It describes the laws of Yom Kippur.  I practised and I practised:

 אַ֡ךְ בֶּעָשׂ֣וֹר לַחֹדֶשׁ֩ הַשְּׁבִיעִ֨י הַזֶּ֜ה י֧וֹם הַכִּפֻּרִ֣ים ה֗וּא מִֽקְרָא־קֹ֙דֶשׁ֙ יִהְיֶ֣ה לָכֶ֔ם וְעִנִּיתֶ֖ם אֶת־נַפְשֹׁתֵיכֶ֑ם וְהִקְרַבְתֶּ֥ם אִשֶּׁ֖ה לַיהוָֽה׃

 
“Mark, the tenth day of this seventh month is the Day of Atonement. It shall be a sacred occasion for you (plural) you shall practice self-denial, and you shall bring an offering by fire to the LORD” Leviticus 23:27

 
It goes on to say that we must do no work on this day and that this an everlasting law for your descendants in all your dwelling places.

I get goose bumps when I read that now as I sit in my dwelling place. Yom Kippur has been a law from then until now, until me. Now we pray in place of fire-offerings, but we keep all the rest of the laws of Yom Kippur and we've been keeping them for over two thousand years. There’s something miraculous in that. Generations of people have experienced Yom Kippur from then until now.  How many orbits has the earth made with our people experiencing Yom Kippur every time? We are the people who keep Yom Kippur, come what may. 

Now I wouldn't consider not starting my fast with soup, chicken and potatoes, jelly and tinned fruit, as my mother has always done.  
I can’t imagine not going to shul for Kol Nidrei with all the people in my beloved community wearing white clothes and canvas shoes.
I can’t imagine not signing up for stewarding inside so I can still see my friends, and not miss any of the davening.
I can’t imagine a Yom Kippur without having a chat with Bruce and Oren and Pam and Jeanie during the break.
I can’t imagine not sitting alone during Neila and then my kids coming to find me and then they sit next to me, as we go through the last hour together.
I can’t imagine not kneeling and standing up again with everyone during the service.
I can’t imagine not crying along with everyone else on the last Avinu Malceinu.
I can’t imagine not ending my fast with a slice of sister's sponge cake, surrounded by my whole family, all of us hungry, exhausted and clamouring for food.

But I might have to.

We are now in the time of corona, a place that none of us living today have experienced before. So far, we know what Zoom Pesach looks like, and Zoom Havdalah and for us today, Zoom Shabbat.
But what will we be doing on the evening of September 27 until the evening of September 28 in 2020? How will Yom Kippur be different this year? How will we keep the laws of Yom Kippur specified in this week’s parasha? So much has changed in the last two months. My heart sinks when I think that this will have to change too.

As we learn in Emor, the rules of Yom Kippur are simple. We have to practise self- denial and we must not work. We have to make a fire offering to God, and we have to make this day of Atonement, a sacred occasion.

The laws of Yom Kippur are introduced with a tiny word. The word is Ach. It’s a small word but it punches above its weight. I wouldn't have ordinarily noticed that word except I had was having to sing it aloud over and over again. There is a note called a pazer over it. My brother in law David, who is an experienced leyner, told me that the pazer is used to prolong a word significantly. It places strong emphasis on the meaning of the word. Pazer means distribute or disseminate or spread out. This relates to the high number of notes in its melody.  

Sefaria translates Ach as 'mark', as in 'mark my words'. But that's not how Rashi translates it. He sees it as a word of exclusion, like 'only'.  Rashi says the word Ach or Only teaches us that Yom Kippur ONLY works for those who repent.

Or opposite to this meaning, a baraita in Massechet Shavuot is quoted, which says the verse goes on to say Yom Kippurim hu as in It is. This additional emphasis on it is serves to teach us that the day atones in any case.  This means the day itself atones, whether we repent or not.  The day itself does the work on us. Just by being alive on the tenth day of the seventh month, they day itself has the power to change us.

That’s what we can learn from Corona.

We can let ourselves be changed by the day. Not to be scared of change, but rather to understand it and be present to the opportunities it offers us in every moment. Things change all the time. Generations come and go. The Temple is built and destroyed, built and destroyed. The printing press is invented. Genocide happens. The Internet is invented. Global warming changes everything.

The pazer on the word Ach or only, reminds us that while it looks like only one thing is possible, in fact, a multitude of possibilities are spread out for us.
So, while I notice I am resisting change to how we do Yom Kippur, I remind myself anything is possible. The day itself has the power to change us. Even if we do nothing at all on the tenth day of the seventh month this year, the day itself will make atonement for us. 

Next year, when Yom Kippur comes around, the world will have changed, and we will have changed too. But not too much. Please God, we will all be with one another again to experience it together.