Tuesday, 4 May 2021
Emor
Saturday, 3 October 2020
Sukkot 2020
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We read today in Leviticus 23 ‘you shall live in booths,
seven days; all citizens in Israel shall live in booths, in order than future
generations may know that I made the Israelite people live in booths when I
brought them out of the land of Egypt. I am the Lord your God’
And so, it was that thousands and thousands of years later,
far away in Cape Town, my parents enacted this ritual for us where we built and
decorated our Sukkah and ate some of our meals there.
It was a radical exercise in imagination so that my brother,
sister and I would know what God did for us when we left Egypt.
Our Sukkah had a view of the Atlantic ocean in front of it,
and by day we could see the blue sky through the Schach. My parents attached bedsheets to a wooden
gazebo, and we decorated it with drawings and cards, and we hung fruit from the
beams above. It was fun. My grandparents
came for supper and we invited our friends to eat with us too. In old photos, I
can see we are wearing jumpers and coats, so it clearly wasn’t peak summer, but
October in Cape Town is generally dry and not too cold.
It seems like a very different experience sitting in the
Sukkah in the Northern hemisphere. For one thing, it’s often raining this time
of the year.
It’s amazing to me that the main mood of Sukkot is halachically
mandated as joy. We’ve just come out of
Yom Kippur where we deprive ourselves, do a lot of chest thumping about how
much we need to improve our ways; and this is what I usually associate with
Jewish moods. Joy, not so much.
But in fact, joy is what is required on Sukkot.
Rambam, or Maimonides, born in 1135 in Córdoba in Southern
Spain writes in his great halachic code, the Mishnah Torah: ‘During Sukkot
one is obligated to be joyful and of good heart, he, his children, his wife,
the members of his household and all who accompany him…
Rambam goes on to say that all of those people should have
joy in their own way.
Kol echad keraooy lo.
He gives some examples of what this means. He says the
children should get yummy snacks. The woman should be given pretty dresses and
jewellery. Men should eat meat and wine. So far, so good.
But then even Rambam gets all heavy on us again.
He says: “When one eats and drinks, one must also feed
the stranger, the orphan, the widow and other unfortunate paupers. But one who
locks the doors of his courtyard and eat and drinks with his children and wife
but does not feed the poor and the embittered soul—this is not the joy of a
mitzvah, but the joy of his belly.”
Although we can have fun and we need not deprive ourselves,
joy for us must mean the joy of helping the vulnerable.
So, a generosity of spirit, of hospitality and inclusion is
baked into the festival of Sukkot at this stage.
The Zohar takes it to another level. It introduces the
concept of inviting seven special ushpizin, the Aramaic word for lodger or
guest to your Sukkah. It is another exercise of radical imagination, as these
guests are not the demanding and hungry real-life needy people that Rambam
mandates. They are not living gerim,
orphans and widows. They are our deceased male ancestors, Abraham, Isaac,
Jacob, Moses, Aaron, Joseph and David.
Each of these special guests brings an aspect of divine as
the spiritual focus of the seven days of Sukkot. Each day, one of the seven
takes a turn to lead the others. For example, on day one, Abraham leads with
chesed or lovingkindess, then Isaac leads with Gevurah or power, then we have
one for Tifferet for splendour, one for nezach or eternity, one for hod or
glory, one for yesod or foundation and the last one, David for malchut or
kingship.
We say a long and special prayer for the Ushpizin: ‘Enter
exalted Holy guests, enter Holy Patriarchs, to be seated in the shade of
exalted faithfulness in the shade of the Holy one Blessed be he’
There’s a footnote under that prayer in my Arts Scroll
machzor that says: ‘portions of food that would go to these guests should be
distributed among the poor, preferably as guests in one’s own sukkah.’
I knew nothing about this when I grew up in South Africa,
but I love the proliferation of Ushpizin. Many of these collections of dignitaries become
posters that you can use to decorate your Sukkah. I’ve seen great Chabad
rabbis, Jewish Matriarchs versions and portrayals of International artists
co-operatives. They are all fabulous. But none of them would be my choice.
Of course, in real life I can only invite another five
people who must be the ger, the orphan, the widow, the needy and one more with
an imbittered soul. But in the sukkah of my imagination I can invite whoever I
like. So, this is who I’d like to share
a meal with…
My first choice is Maimonides for his Lovingkindness.
My choice for Gevurah is my grandmother who taught me
strength through bending.
I choose Mendelsohn for his splendorous piano concertos
For nezach or eternity, I want to invite my entire family many
of whom are here today
Representing hod or glory, I would like to invite all of
you here, my holy Zoom community.
For yesod or foundation, I’d like to invite my friends from
wherever they live now in the world
and the last one, for malchut or kingship I want to invite
my rabbis and teachers, past and present.
In my imaginary sukkah, the sun is shining, and we are eating
food that Yotam Ottolenghi cooked
In my imagination, we are all in our own ways, joyful and of
good heart.
In my imagination, we are all together.
Shabbat shalom and wishing you a very chag sameach.
Sunday, 2 August 2020
Va-ethannan
I said this aloud yesterday, 02/08/20 on Shabbat Nachamu in real life shul - Assif minyan:
I had a professor at UCL who would do a Talmud shiur once
a week. We were studying a section about idol worship. He was not one for
musing but one day he mused that he would love to go back in time and see what
idol worshippers looked like then. I
thought to myself, well, Professor, you can just look at me now if you want to
see an occasional idol worshipper. And I can’t speak for everyone in the class,
but I bet you they are occasionally idol worshippers too. We’re not all going
round kissing crucifixes and throwing stones at a statue of Merculis, because there
are many less visible forms of idol worship available to us.
Speaking personally, it’s very difficult to remember that
there is nothing else besides God. Nearly 100% of the time, I walk around
feeling separate from the whole, and in my own little head, thinking about my
own little experience. I separate myself from the unity of everything that is God
by caring more about Israel than I do about most countries in the world. I
separate myself by loving my children more than I do all the children in the
world. I worry about my own personal future and although I know I shouldn’t, I
fret about my past.
I’m willing to bet you do too.
Today we learn the commandment that forbids idol worship.
It says: ‘You
shall not bow down to them and serve them, for I the lord your god is a jealous
god visiting the guilt of the parents upon the children upon the third and
fourth generation of those who reject me, but showing kindness to the
thousandth generation of those who love me and keep my commandments.’
Idolatry is one of the Ten Commandments that we read
today, and it’s quite high up on the list.
For Maimonides, idolatry is particularly problematic. That’s because he’s all about the transcendent
(God above matter) and immanent (god in matter) unity of God. The God he prays
to is the Ein Od god. His God is all inclusive of what we experience as the
good, the bad and the ugly. I imagine he truly understands the radical
statement that we read in today’s parashah in verse 39
Know this day, and consider it in your heart, that the Lord, He is God in heaven above, and upon the earth beneath: there is
nothing else.
The JPS translation for Hasheyvota el levavecha is Keep in mind.
Or you could say settle it or put it in your heart.
That’s why idol worship is such an issue for Rambam.
Because to say there is a separate form of god in any form is to misunderstand
the infinite vastness of the project. It’s an either-or proposition. Either God
is everything. Or there are bits of
things in our world with god and bits without. If we pray to the idol as god,
we are understanding that the non-idol things in the world are not god, which
is abhorrent to Maimonides.
Granted Rambam is a genius that knows the Truth with a
capital T, so what do the rest of us do? Us that weren’t at Sinai ourselves and
aren’t so enlightened as Rambam?
The Torah today tells us what to do. We must brainwash
ourselves and our children of this truth and these instructions, when we stay
home and when go out into the world, when we lie down and when we get up, we
must bind them a sign on our hand and let them serve as a symbol on our heads
etc So that even when we’re not feeling it, we can refer to it.
So that we can do goodness and fairness, even when we’re
not feeling the love
That’s why it says in verse 39: ‘Know this day, and settle
it in your heart, that the Lord, He is
God in heaven above, and upon the
earth beneath: there is nothing else.
It’s the difference between knowing better and doing
better. Knowing something is true happens once. Keeping in mind takes a lot of
ongoing work.
And if you need some help with the knowing God part, I
came across this useful teaching from the sixth Lubavitcher Rebbe Rabbi Yosef
Yitchak. He is wondering about the
commandment to love God and he says this:
The commandment to
love God lies in the previous verse, “Hear O Israel . . .” The Hebrew word
shema (“hear”) also means “comprehend.” The Torah is commanding a person to
study, comprehend and reflect upon the oneness of God. Because it is the nature of the mind to rule the
heart, such contemplation will inevitably lead to a love of G‑d.
If one
contemplates deeply and yet is still not excited with a love of G‑d, this is only because he has not sufficiently refined
and purified himself of the things which stifle his capacity to sense and
relate to the divine.
Aside from this,
such contemplation by the mind will always result in a feeling of love.
I would like to add though that besides purifying myself
of the things that stifle my capacity to sense and relate to god, I also need
to give myself a break, to slow down and to accept that I am just human and
doing the best I can.
I can be confident that on the days that I’m not feeling
the love, I can still play by the rules.
Saturday, 9 May 2020
Emor Dvar Torah
But honestly when I volunteered, I never imagined that I wouldn’t be leyning in shul in a familiar place with familiar faces, with all of you, my holy congregation.
I can’t imagine not going to shul for Kol Nidrei with all the people in my beloved community wearing white clothes and canvas shoes.
I can’t imagine not signing up for stewarding inside so I can still see my friends, and not miss any of the davening.
I can’t imagine a Yom Kippur without having a chat with Bruce and Oren and Pam and Jeanie during the break.
I can’t imagine not sitting alone during Neila and then my kids coming to find me and then they sit next to me, as we go through the last hour together.
I can’t imagine not kneeling and standing up again with everyone during the service.
I can’t imagine not crying along with everyone else on the last Avinu Malceinu.
I can’t imagine not ending my fast with a slice of sister's sponge cake, surrounded by my whole family, all of us hungry, exhausted and clamouring for food.
But I might have to.
Next year, when Yom Kippur comes around, the world will have changed, and we will have changed too. But not too much. Please God, we will all be with one another again to experience it together.
Saturday, 6 July 2019
Korach
Sunday, 30 June 2019
The Golden Age of Babylon
"The beginning and ends of Golden Ages are invisible to the people that live in them. It’s only from far away can we see a moment when one age ends and another begins somewhere else.
In fact, a Golden Age only looks golden from a distance. On the ground, people are dealing with in-fighting, jealousies, famines, droughts, persecutions and fall-out from battling empires. On the ground, people are putting mezuzahs on their doors, going to shul, saying prayers, doing business, lighting Friday night candles, having Pesach Seders, paying taxes and raising their children.
Then as now.
The only reason I am calling this period between the 4th century and the 10th century, in a place that is today called Iraq, a Golden Age, is because of what came out of it. Cities with names like Sura, Nehardea, Pumbedita and Mehoza are dust today, but they once housed Jewish scholars who together created a glittering edifice that still stands. It is a magnificent laboratory of thought that has no match in history.
Those named and unnamed scholars produced an exquisite and self-confident system called the Babylonian Talmud. And that is the tradition we live within today.
This Golden Age started as the best things must, with an end. Once upon a time, in the 4rd century ACE, the Roman governors ended the powers of the Sanhedrin. (The Sanhedrin was the Jewish court and ruling body in Israel until that time). So, because of Roman persecution, Israel which had until then controlled the Jewish calendar for the whole Jewish world, and had produced the mighty Mishnah and the Jerusalem Talmud declined, and Jewish centre of the world moved to Babylon.
Babylonian Jews still faced Jerusalem when they prayed, but they considered their tradition superior to the traditions of their fellows living in Israel. Top of the pile in Babylon was the Reish Galuta or Exilarch who was responsible for community-specific organizational tasks such as running courts, collecting taxes, providing financing for the Talmudic Yeshivot, and financial assistance to poor. They were headed by the Rosh Metivta. The Yeshivot ran kallahs or study sessions for hundreds of people during two months of the year. (I imagine they were like Limmud because they were very crowded) These were led by the Rosh Kalla. There were also judges who were called dayane di baba (Judges of the gate) because traditionally justice was meted out before the gates of the city.
There is a lovely piece of evidence for their way of life that lies unused today in our siddurs. The yakum Purkan prayer was written in Babylon during this period. I’m fond of it for what it says about the people who prayed for these things; what it says about who they are and what matters to them…
May salvation from heaven, with grace, loving-kindness, mercy, long life, ample sustenance, heavenly aid, health of body, enlightenment from above, and a living and abiding children, that will not break with, nor neglect any of the words of the Torah, be granted unto the teachers and rabbis of the holy community, who are in the land of Israel and in the land of Babylon; unto the heads of the Kallahs, the Roshei Galuta, the heads of the Yeshivot, and the judges in the gates, and all their students, and all the students of their students…”
How can you not love people who pray for enlightenment from above? In the prayer, you can see the civic leaders that formed the centre of the Jewish world at the time.
But as we know, things fall apart and the centre does not hold. Around the 10th centuries the Golden Age of Babylon started to draw to a close. The Babylonian community rich in scholarship and culture, no longer globally dominated Jewish life. The centre of the Jewish world was splintering and rerouting from the Babylon to North Africa and Europe. But the jewel produced in this period continued to shape what was to come.
The Babylonian Talmud and the means to study it and be changed by studying it, came to define what it meant to be Jewish by every generation, everywhere afterwards, whether they knew it or not.
There is a story told by Abraham Ibn Daud in his Sefer ha-Kabbalah, written in 1161. It may not be literal but it is true.
It tells of a boat carrying four great Babylonian rabbis. (In my mind they are each holding the whole Babylonian Talmud) The boat is captured by a pirate. They are each sold by the pirate to Jewish communities around the world– one in Kairouan in North Africa, one rabbi and his son, are ransomed in Cordova, Southern Spain and one in Alexandria, Egypt. The identity of the fourth captive and the place where he was redeemed is not stated. They all take with them the means to teach others what they have inherited from their Babylonian tradition.
They do their jobs well because today while there are only eight Jews left in Iraq, there are 15 million Babylonian Jews alive today, including all of us here.
Shabbat Shalom.
Wednesday, 20 February 2019
Yitro - what we leave out
We know that people would stand 1000 years ago because rabbis’ told them not to. Maimonides writes that people should not give any status to the reading of the Ten Commandments such as standing when that portion is read in shul on Shabbat, He states that the custom found in some communities to stand during this part of the Torah reading should be discontinued (Teshuvot Ha Rambam 46)